Ξέσπασμα...

Ξέσπασμα...

Βαρέθηκα...
Είναι το μόνο που μπορώ να πω αυτές τις ώρες...
Βαρέθηκα να ζω ξεχασμένη στις αναμνήσεις μου.. χαμένη στα παραμύθια του μυαλού μου... Να αναπολώ στιγμές που ανήκουν στο παρελθόν.. να βλέπω το νόημα μόνο σε όλα όσα πέρασαν και έφυγαν...
Βαρέθηκα απλά να επιθυμώ αντί να βιώνω...
Θέλω τόσα πολλά αλήθεια;... Να βγω από την αδράνεια που με κυριεύει ζητώ... Από αυτό το συναίσθημα που γεμίζει το είναι μου.. που ενώ συμπληρώνω αφυκτικά την καθημερινότητα μου, νιώθω πως δεν κάνω τίποτα, καιρό τώρα... Ίσως γιατί δεν κάνω το πιο σημαντικό... Δεν νιώθω...
Να νιώσω θέλω.. κάτι νέο, κάτι δυνατό, κάτι που θα δώσει νέα διάσταση στο σήμερα, στο αύριο, στο τώρα... Κάτι που θα πονέσει ακόμα.. θα είναι κι αυτό κάτι...
Ξέρω... ξέρω πως τα πράγματα δεν τα κυνηγάμε, έρχονται από μόνα τους εκεί που δεν το περιμένουμε... Πότε όμως;... Ξέρω πως για να έρθουν, πρέπει κι εμείς να είμαστε ανοιχτοί απέναντι τους... Τι μπορεί να κάνω λάθος;...
Μια ανάσα ζητώ... για να βγω από αυτά που με πνίγουν...

Κυριακή, 15 Νοεμβρίου 2009

Stop crying your heart out...

Hold on...
Hold on...
Don't be scared...
You'll never change what's been and gone...

May your smile (may your smile)
Shine on (shine on)
Don't be scared (don't be scared)
Your destiny may keep you warm...

Cause all of the stars
are fading away..
Just try not to worry
you'll see them one day...
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out...

Get up (get up)
Come on (come on)
Why 're you scared? (I'm not scared)
You'll never change what's been and gone...

Cause all of the stars
are fading away..
Just try not to worry
you'll see them one day...
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out...

Cause all of the stars
are fading away..
Just try not to worry
you'll see them one day...
Take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out...

We're all of us stars
we're fading away..
Just try not to worry
you'll see us some day...
Just take what you need
and be on your way
and stop crying your heart out...

Stop crying your heart out...
Stop crying your heart out...
Stop crying your heart out...

Πέμπτη, 12 Νοεμβρίου 2009

Here by me...

I hope you 're doing fine out there without me
cause I'm not doing so good without you.
The things I thought you 'd never know about me
were the things I guess you always understood.

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear
and living without you...

And everything I have in this world
and all that I 'll ever be,
it could all fall down around me
just as long as I have you right here by me.

I can't take another day without you
cause baby I could never make it on my own.
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
and to be back in your arms where I belong.

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
but everything I've ever known gets swept away
inside of your love...

And everything I have in this world
and all that I 'll ever be,
it could all fall down around me
just as long as I have you right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
that time is standing still for me
when you 're not here.

Sorry I can't always find the words to say
but everything I've ever known gets swept away
inside of your love...

And everything I have in this world
and all that I 'll ever be,
it could all fall down around me
just as long as I have you right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
and all that I 'll ever be,
it could all fall down around me
just as long as I have you right here by me...